i haven't been in a really artistic mood lately..a few weeks ago i was creating paintings and drawings so fast. i don't know, it kinda depresses me alot. blarrgg..

I hate how you create poetry in your head, but then on paper you can't write it out. it's something weird about me. it really stresses me out. DX

In health, we're learning about drugs and stuff like that. The lady was talking about how weed and physcribtion drugs damages you in alot of ways, it's kinda scary. I know alot of people who have done weed (i haven't tried yet) but i do want too. XD i've drinked/smoked under age (and if you dont believe me then ask my good friend My-Rancid-Muffins and ask her!) im not sayin this cause im trying to be "cool" it's something that i have done.
i don't know why i'm writing this, i just want to get it out. it's kinda difficult to tell people this kinda of stuff in person. it's easier over da internet XD

but whoever is reading this, then thank you very very much! <3 it makes me happy when people read my stuff or comments on my photos, it makes me feel like im worth a million dollars (i know that sounds cheesy and all! but i dont care)

thank you very much for reading this! and leave comments or do whatever you want!
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